Big things are happening in this little Pierce household.
But let's be honest here for a second, none of these big things are the things we expected. Shocker right? Isn't that just how life works?
My life goal has been to work my hardest to keep all of my doors open, then let the divine force take me from there. I have come to learn that if I do my part, the rest will fall into place. No matter if that place is where I expected it to be or not.
So that is just what Jonathan and I did. We kept all of our doors of possibilities open, and we now find ourselves about to walk through one we never could have expected.
I applied to two PhD schools as simply a way to keep that door open, even just slightly open. I aimed high to schools I was too fearful to apply to, but applied anyway, not expecting to get in at all. Jonathan and I waited for months as many other doors we worked to keep open seemed to be slamming shut in front of us.
It left us frustrated
Why were these doors we've worked so hard for, shutting before we even got a chance to peek through?
But, as life seems to do, the one door we forgot about, the one that was barely held open by what seemed to be sheer luck, is the one that remains open.
And in a few short months we may be committing ourselves to 5 years of a PhD school.
I applied to UC Berkeley because I felt like I owed it to everyone who has helped me in my education thus far.
But now I guess I applied because I owed it to myself, our little family, and hopefully those that I will encounter along the way.
I would be honored to go there,
scared out of my mind as well,
but doors stay open for a reason.