I've had this song on repeat for the last few weeks. Literally repeat. I think I am on round 7 at the moment.
I thought I just liked it. The sweet sound, soothing, it just feels homey.
But it hit me today, this song completely expresses how i've been feeling the last little while.
As my time at BYU is quickly coming to a close, Jonathan and I have no idea what is coming next.
I mean, we hope we do.
Jonathan has submitted his physical therapy applications so now is just the waiting game. And now i'm submitting applications and we wait and wonder even more. We sit while our lives rest in the hands of anonymous application reviewers. It's scary. It's scary to think that we could move far away, or that we could move no where at all.
I get a little pit in my stomach if I think about it all too hard.
But then I listen to this song, and I remember why it will all be okay.
I truly will go wherever Jonathan will go. Cheesy or not.
And that thought brings me peace.
I hope Boston is on your list. :)
ReplyDeleteIt actually is! Karen really wants us to go there.
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