Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Try To Say Goodbye And I Choke

A girl can only read about AIDS for so long!!

So what do I do for a break? Clean.

Say whaaa! What has gotten into me?

Finals, finals have gotten into me that's what! It is a sad day when I have nothing better to do on a break from my homework than clean. I usually resort to checking out wedding blogs, don't ask me why. Finals time makes me sentimental? Who knows. Running was my other option but I just wasn't feelin it tonight. Plus everyone is freaking out these days about girls running alone. Personally, I think i'll be okay. I'm always so sweaty and frizzy haired that a blind man wouldn't even wanna chase me down. I'm sure of it.

And that my friends, was a tangent. Now to my real post.

In exactly one month from tomorrow I will be here Tangled anyone?

I wish I could explain how excited I am. It gives me something to think about while looking like i'm paying attention in my classes. And I know it will change how I see the world around me. I am excited to come back a new and improved person. I've got a lot of improving to do, I guess there is no better way to do it than in a new culture!

But when I think about saying goodbye it kills me! I know all the missionaries say bye for two years, I know people do much harder things than what i'm doing. But I think I can be nervous too right??

I am sad to leave my family for that long. And miss all the summer vacation bonding.
I am sad to miss all my best guy friends coming home from their missions. That thought kills me. I am sad to say goodbye to the best roomies ever. Of course i'll be with three of them next semester, but it's just different.
I am sad to miss the sc7 adventures, I know there will be loads.
I am sad to miss the weddings. Ohh the endless weddings.

I know there will be more. But let me tell you! I am so excited for what's ahead. None of this saying goodbye junk. No need to be a downer before I have the adventure of a lifetime! And plus!

Who wouldn't want to live the epic Tangled lantern raise in real life?!

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