Set Fire to the Rain

sometimes I do dumb things to myself.

ya know, the occasional sleeping in late and running to class looking like a FOOL
forgetting dinner...that's just about as dumb as it gets in my book. food is gooooood
singing a song in my head to realize it's not just in my  head...
ya know, that kinda stuff

but now i've done something bad. real bad.

not once.
not twice.
this is my third time doing this to myself...

what is it you're wondering, or maybe not even wondering but will read anyway?

running another half marathon.

Running=rain   Hayley=fire
They are not compatible, don't like each other, and don't belong in the same sentence let alone the same situation. And where do we find them? yeah...

madness right? i STILL don't even like running. and i figure if two races hasn't made me like it yet, a third won't either. but it's all good i guess! the accomplished feeling is all worth it in the end....gotta keep reminding myself that one.

i only write this because for some reason, writing it holds me to it. if the ehm few people that read this blog know i'm going to run, then i guess i better do it huh? another reason i write this, well to procrastinate the run i need to go on of course. we're in for a long training i can already tell...

and to make this not so nice thing to myself even worse...the race is LESS THEN SEVEN WEEKS AWAY! i have usually "trained" (i swear what i do can't be called training, as shown by my not so good times...) for 12 weeks. and now i have almost half of that to do the same amount of running. yuck i tell you.

but one day, oh one day i'll like running. maybe. hopefully? no? fine, i'll accept it either way and get on my run.

wish me luck though. like really. i got this!